Good Things in Life Are NOT Things
O.O


i wasn’t in school today and one of my classmates wrote me that they missed me… kinda warm feeling inside…
oh, and i decided what i will be: a photographer. and i’ll do it whatever happens.
A friend shared this with me over the weekend.
Kinda reminds me of that one time in kindergarten when I pinned down Brian McBride on the playground and kissed him. The teacher aid wasnt very happy, but boy oh boy did i feel alive.
I’ve been boy crazy ever since!
Sara Bareilles - “Nice Dream” (Radiohead cover)
today i am quite happy. i hardly spoke to anyone so nothing could make me angry and it was good for once. recently i am always frustrated, there are always quarells in the class and i hardly can keep my patience. but now, at last i could say that i do not care about anyone and i want to deal with myself.
all i want now is a huge tablet of chocolate and a soft, warm bed..
it seems i am in the wrong rythm
when i am sad then everybody’s happy and they are bothered by MY being sad.
when i am happy then everybody’s sad and they are bothered by MY being happy.
then when can i be happy????

nothing happens here…